Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Thursday, November 30, 2006


so yesterday we had our first day of ttn... classes start at 2.30 so we planned to go out for lunch b4 that la... so we all suppose to meet up at 10.30... but all were late... i was the earliest anyway...

so we went to martin first...settle everything there... n then we walked to ts... jln jln jln... one of the conversations that i can remember la... yoe, joa and dupi... (figure it out urself k)

"u didnt follow the rule when u go out with a guy"
"wat rule?"
"the one ken read from the magazine....dont eat chicken"
"omg!! i totally forgot!!"
"cz its messy n u shouldnt do i in front of a guy"
"yea yea!! thank god i didnt eat it..."
"yea u din eat it rite.."
"yea i only took one bite or sumtin... but i nv remembered the rule wei..."
"hu asked u to go to kenny rodgers?"
"he...cz mcD was too cheap"
"where to eat now?"
"go 10th floor"
"u noe when i told iris bout that... she said cannot eat chicken n pasta... pasta aso cannot..."
"go eat in mcD la"
"i dun wan la.."
"kenny rodgers.."
"omg! not again.."
"kenny's la...most decent place in ts"
"wei...i was jus there on saturday! but nvm...tis time all girls... all can eat chicken..hehe"
"dun wan... we go sg wang"
"k k go sg wang"
*all heads to sg wang*

LOL...yea... that convo wasnt exactly liddat la... it was sumtin similar... but about the rule thing... it suppose to be true... so gals pls remember... dun be blur...(like someone)

so we went o sg wang and had lunch at kim gary... we 3, shared 2 dishes la...


noodles...it looks so sad... mcm damn poor liddat... heheh

and fried rice... it was enough for us la...

then head to ttn!! so yoe, dupi, n joa... reached there n met han lian, jia rong, swee, sue sin, raha, amira, sasvene, yee jie, ernest ....wah so many sbu-ians

back to the usual!

sakit kepala mann!! i thought i had enough of that ^ last year! siiva is the best la... n his head is still shiny!! hahaha!! we all love siiva!! without siiva my sejarah would be shit...

bm... komsas again... i can kill myself!! (that messy writing is not mine)

omg!! back to the books... *sobs*

~hotness

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006


ok...cz i damn bored n i hv nth else to do... n i m doing some siituupidd survey thingy... so bare with me...

RIGHT NOW
is your hair up?
~erm...no

is your fon right beside you?
~its on the bed...so its behind me

do you have a bf/gf?
~i m bored of this question... well, no i dont

do you miss someone?
~yea...although i m not suppose to miss him

do you wish you were somewhere else?
~yea...*sobs*

do you have plans for tonight?
~i wish i had... :(

are you wearing makeup?
~y would i be wearing makeup at home?

are you cold?
~cold as in? erm...nope... i hot la...

are you tired?
~oh yea...

are you excited?
~no...i m irritated

are you watching tv?
~my tv is downstairs... how i wish i had one in my room... hehehe XD

are you wearing pyjamas?
~hehe...yea

who's the last person you message?
~thiban

who's the last person that called you?
~ebe

PAST
recently done anything you regret?
~maybe...i dunno la!! i m confused...

ever lied?
~yea...a bit too much

ever spit at someone?
~not that i remember

ever trip over your own feet?
~sadly...yea...

ever had your nails done?
~manicure? yea...once only... but if i paint my nails myself so it means its done too rite?

ever thrown up because you cried too hard?
~eeee...nv cried THAT hard la...

TODAY
have you yelled at someone?
~not yelled la...jus raised my voice

have you gotten mad at someone?
~yea...my all so irritating cousins for invading my privacy!!

have you cried?
~today ah? nope...

have you called more than 3 people?
~today i pecah record - i din call anyone!! but more than 3 ppl called me la...

have you messaged more than 3 people?
~yea...6 ppl i think... i m always msging la...

have you shaved your legs?
~not today...

have you eaten anything gross?
~nope...i m a fussy eater... (ask jo...she would noe...hehe)

SPILL YOUR GUTS
first thing you did this morning?
~woke up n cheaked my fon

the last thing you ate?
~porridge...from mcD...

is yout cell phone a piece of crap?
~no!! i love my fon...but i would really like to have the latest sony ericsson!!

what's something you look forward to in the next 6 weeks?
~nth... i dun look forward to it...cz it brings me nearer to spm!!

what's annoying you right now?
~my hp msg tone ringing every 30 seconds...

what's the last movie you saw?
~casino royale...tak syok pun...

yea so that was the survey... questions in 4 cathagories... y did i do it? cz i was bored...rite! its not a tag thingy but i will still tag pll...hehehe
k yoe tags timmy, dupi and joa... yea...experience the stupidness with me!!

~hotness

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Monday, November 27, 2006


ok i jus got the pictures took on the thursday's outing... well, all the pictures were taken in burger king... cz it was the only place we were together... yea, it was a messy outing la...

swee n jo...

yoe n kl...the picture shook

tim n kim mun...

alex n yoe...(yoe was hyper)

the guys...bz with the food...

makan swee!!

the guys all looking so....sad?

yoe stealing french fries... pity her...she only had french fries for lunch :(

french fries!!!

that was it...

yea...that was the messed up outing... nv doin that again of course...

~hotness

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Saturday, November 25, 2006


okay... its the first week of hols... n i m already bored to death... maybe not to death la...

so we went out on thursday... wat suppose to be jus a simple outing with the gang turned out to be some kinda rombongan sekolah with 20 ppl... yup... plus, it was 3 diff groups trying to get along although they cant... bleh...

so some watched casiono royale, few watched one missed call, others watched happy feet... joy! basicly, form my point of view... it was a mess la... not my type of outing...

quote no.1 : "yoe, we r never goin out with so many ppl again!"
quote no.2 : "never wear high heels for shopping"
quote no.3 : "next time, go out with ppl who u talk to"

yes... we(our gang la)... learned that...(all the above)...

so that was thursday, then friday...sit at home n do nothing n watch tv...rite... perfect day! :)

then today, saturday... went to pudu to register for ttn... n...omg... i m goin to be studying again!! n i havent even enjoyed my holiday yet... well, 11 months till the big exam!! so i guess its the best to hit the books asap!!

n then went out for lunch in ts with an old fren i met at pudu... din eat much really... dunno y jus din feel like eating... O.O

so that was it la... my first week of hols... my life seems so sad...(in a gud way la)...

cioazz!

p/s: pierce brosnan is soooooo much hotter than daniel craig!!!!! they got the wrong bond this time.... :(

~hotness

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006


*hs phone rings*

yoe : helo

unknown guy : helo, can i speak to YOE? (with that slang summore)

yoe : yea speaking

guy : hi, i m *** here

yoe : yea rite... (i knew it was not ***)

guy : yea *** here... i jus.. erm wanted to...erm...confess to u....

yoe : huh?? (i was blur)

guy : yea i...erm....jus wan to confess to u... i like u.... i hv been wanting to tell you this

yoe : ???

guy : i really like you... i m always thinking bout u... everytime...everywhere...even in the toilet...

yoe : yea... (he sounds like sumone i noe)

guy : n when i see other girls, i can only think of u...

yoe : is this ron?

guy : no... n i jus know u r d one... i love u... i didnt noe how to do this...i m shaking... i m jus so nervous now... so...so...u like me?

yoe : hu is this?

guy : i m ur hot ***...the *** u like...i jus know you are the one... will u marry me in the future?

yoe : no...

guy : y no? i really like u... i love u...

*girl comes to the phone*

girl : hahahaha!! yoe!!! hahahaha!!!

yoe : oh my god!!! jo!!! wat was that woman!!!!

joa : hahahah...that was my cousin....hahahaha

yoe : wat the?

joa : hahaha...did u fall for it?

yoe : no!! u think i canot recognise ***'s voice ah...

joa : thought so...i told him not to use ***'s name...

yoe : nth better to do ah?

joa : we were jus bored!! hahahah!! he is my cousin charles...

yoe : hahahha....hv i seen him?

joa : no...wait i introduce to u...

charles : hi...i m the hot guy u talked to...

yoe : hi... (hot? isnt my line??)

joa : hahahaha...

*conversation continues*

LOL...ok....god only knows y jo choose me to prank...but it didnt work!! hahaha... well, if *** ever confesses, the sky would fall down...(i m serious!!) hahah... btw...her cousin... put on that arogant slang... n spoke english mcm pro sahaja... n when he said he was shaking n nervous...-his voice was mmg trembling... good actor... dun teach him stuff u not suppose to jo!!

~hotness~

<3 10:36 PM;

Friday, November 17, 2006


our last day... judgement day...

it was jus sooo sad!! everyone is separated... its jus so hard... when ur frens who were with u for one whole year jus split liddat... suddently... n u realise that it wont be the same anymore... although u hold the same class name... watz alpha without my best buds!! haih...

well... jus for old time sake we went back to the fourth floor... to see our beloved class where we spent lotsa time n memories...


4 alpha!! i will not walk into that door again *sobs*

our class...

school vandalisme... AIYA! sprayed on the wall behind the class...

our corridor... we owned it... jus us... alpha, beta, gamma... it was ours!!

the alpha wall... sitting out here most of the time in the middle of the corridor...

the end of the corridor...where we go for a quiet talk with sumone... it has a nice view

the fourth floor fire escape... where all couples get caught...wakaka

the one who was me thru thick n thin times...for 2 years... how on earth am i gonna survive without her? gonna miss u anna chow!!!

all looking sad... knowing the fact that we are splitting... *tears rolling*

kenny liew!! head librarian...hahaha... we get special entry into library although its close...

my darling!! who always has that pevert face on all the pics...LOL

jo n swee - beta, sheng n i - alpha... isnt this so unfair? i m gonna miss d gang!

the all so fun n hilarious librarians... playing poker... OHH!!!

4 alpha...i love u... yee jie y r u hiding?

aww so sweet!!

my best fren... we r soo gonna miss this place!! we nv paid any attention in class... it was all bout us n us n us... wat am i goin to do without my best table mate?? i m gonna miss u darling!! *sobs*... see our locker...d one beside me, its empty for the first time!! haha

hyper dy... geram-ness... we love each other!! haha

timmy darling!!

with ashraf... jo n timmy sesat...

two sakai guys...at their place... memories...

haih... wow... i m really missing my class!! n my frens!! jo, swee... in beta... iris udn worry ya... u will be fine k... n i shall die in the class of holy-ness! god bless all of us...

luv ya all!! 4 alpha made an impact on everyone...

*muaxx!!*

~hotness

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Thursday, November 16, 2006


so my last post was bout all the special ppl in my high school life 2006, this is about the events and special moments i had with ALL of my frens throughout the year... sweet memories i would like to share with u...

ok...this year was special cz all of turned 16... so we, as the gud frens we are...(perasan).. planned our frens sweet sixteen bday parties!! these crazy, fun and hilarious sweet sixteen parties were the highlight of the year... (yoe's, swee's, kl's)

the girls @ yoe's

the whole gang...VVIPs...

at TGIF...for swee's

@ kl's - the girls

chaos at kl's - whole gang

so...we as the crazy mad ppl we are... took pictures our body parts(ekhem) well... its memories that make us laugh now n then...

check out the legs mann!!


we jus love doin the star thingy...


see, we even do the star thingy with our feet!!

dun ask...this is wat u get when u hv 6 free periods in class doin nth!!

n then...this has become some sort of tradition...picture at the mirror!! n the toilet... the toilet picture n the mirror picture is a must!!



mad ppl are!!

this is us... faking our kerja amal!! hahaha... yea..its all pretend... stupidness wei... i dun see the rational in doing the kerja amal... actually there is no rational in studying moral!!!



well, n these are some unforgetable moments of this year... all special times captured on camera bringing back memories of the happy endings!!

class party - teacher's day

jo n i...at tuition - not paying attention

swee's bday...i did that attendance list thingy! omg!

pinata... my house...@ my bday.. haha that's ken

at kl's hs...after kt's ambush bday party...we were dirty n soaked

*hugs n kisses*

i love our pameran pjk!! although we got 2nd... beta only won by 1 mark!! so we still won!! alpha rocks!!!

if i m not mistaken, this was taken at the ktm station...?

4 alpha!!!!! i love u all!!! i m really gonna miss this class!!! our family of 2006!!! *muaxx*

haih...i feel kinda sad looking back n all... cz i m gonna miss everyone in my class n my gang... separation jus hurts... well, its ok... we hv one more year left.. *sobs*... only one more year... my fren told he is goin to miss the walls we hv been in... n it might be true... these walls made our high school life full of memories n fun times! LOL... i blog bout that next year la k... for now, happy hols darlings!!!

luv ya all...

~hotness


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