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Monday, December 11, 2006


alone...i feel alone... dunno y but i m jus feeling so down... n very alone... lonely... i hv no body... i wan to talk...but i dunno wat to say... i m scared... of i dunno wat... i m jus not myself nowadays... cz i feel i m alone... n i hv no one... haih... n now i m here writing crap... i m alone...

yoe emo...

well, i came across this statement kinda thing... n i kinda liked it (dunno y)... but here it is...~

If a girl cries in front of you,
It means that she couldn't
take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
She would stay with you for
the rest of your life;
If you let her go,
She couldn't go back to
being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily,
Except in front of the person
who she love the most,
She becomes weak.

A girl won't cry easily,
Only when she loves you the most,
She put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you
Please hold her hands firmly,
She's the one who would stay
with you for the rest
of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
Please don't give her up,
Maybe because of your decision,
You'll ruin her life.

When she cry right in front of you,
When she cry because of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can you see and feel the
pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think.
Which other girl have cried
with pure sincerity,
Infront of you,
And because of you?
She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not because she want
sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because crying silently
is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt and agony have become
too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cry her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
Its time to look back
on what you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Because one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "I'm sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do this to a girl,
You may regret
for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
She's the only one that love
YOU the most.

yea....that d poem?... its kinda nice... hehe... dunno y... cz i m alone i guess...? but its true... n its sad... but its nice... but i dunno y...

ok i m officially not myself n mad... haih... dont feel like blogging... y do i even hv a blog? god only knows... god bless me...

~hotness n sadness n boreness

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