hey guys!!! pls forgive the absents of hotness for the past 1 1/2 months... she has been very busy with her so called 'messed up' social life... rite...
so lets conclude wtv that happen in the 1 n 1/2 months to our dearest hotness...dats me!
okie... so as u all know... hotness has nv made things clear with a certain sumone... n now she is suffering due the certain sumone's lack of attention n sensitivity... so now she retinks her decisions n feelings n emotional state to put a stop to these foolish nightmares...
her decisions are...: 1) no more late night fon calls 2) no more hanging on the fon for 2 n 1/2 hours... 3) no more faking reasons to make the fon calls 4) no more msging to make him call 5) no more questioning him bout his actions 6) no more giving a damn bout his life 7) no more hoping to be with him 8) no more feeling hurt for his verbal acts 9) no more defending him 10) no more helping him with his favours... ..... my list can go on n on n on... yea... i hv practically devoted half my time to sumtin/sumone that doesnt deserve anything...
i cant promise i will carry out the above... actually i jus called him for sum crappy reason jus to talk...
anyways...this is the starting of me getting to my senses... yes...i m improving k... i realise u cant always get wat u want... especially when wat u want, is wat everyone else wants... (did i make sense??)
well, no matter wat happens...life goes on... we hv to move on... a lot of other fish in the tree... a lot of other birds in the sky... many other choices in the outside world... hv fate yoe... hv fate
so at last i blogged sumtin... yea some crap... but i might be updating often to update u all bout my unwanted progress on my stupidly messed up love life... rite...
~hotness
p/s: i wasnt in the correct state of mind when this post was written...forgv me for the crocked way of writing
jo might be happy reading the 10 'things to do' list... n lets jus hope that certain sumone doesnt decide to drop by my blog... hehe
gud luck hotness
~hotness
<3 11:08 PM;
You're the one
Hotness
i m loud...mad...crazy...n very confused...
hide a lot of things...
my blogs r very indirect...
my advice-read between the lines! haha... =)
