Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Monday, April 30, 2007

(continuation frm the last post)
*things dat happen for the past month dat i didnt update*

things got bad when my fren was interogated by pentagon... due to some personal issues... yea it was an ugly situation la... a lot tears n backstabbing involved... din really like it,nor did i get involve... but my fren should understand la...d mistake was in her part... but i try to say, i get ignored... so nw i dun gv a damn dy la... she cn do wtv she wants... i dun gv a shit bout it dy... i tried to tell...

then there was the advising session... which i get whenever tings involving him happens (referring to my last post) ... i was told many things...by the gang... i was really hurt to hear their point of view la... it was as if i was being cheated on... but i really dunno... is there a split personality in him?
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"he is using u" ... "he acts differently with u, dunt u think he is up to sumtin?" ... "so u r willing to lose ur frens for him" ... "i told u so" ... "i dun like the way he treats u, u r jus the doormat" ... "watz he trying to do this time, hasnt he done enough damage?" ... "think before u act" ... "admit it, u still hv feelings for him" ... "u will nv stop it, so watz the point of us talking anymore" ...
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yea...i got all dat(the above) ... i m fine la... i m used to it... i hv a lot thinking to do in my part la... i noe wat i m doing... i noe where this is goin... i might be wrong... i maybe really wrong... but i m willing to take the risk... will u be there wif me? we shall see...
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i shall not provide any explainations for my actions anymore... its no use... u al will nv listen, u al hv nv given me a chance to speak, u al wil nv gv me a chance to say, so watz the point of arguing rite?

then there is sakai guy... a.k.a lexy... i call him dat la... haha.. this person has been following me around trying to get me to admit dat i m emo-ing... he claims i m emo-ing 24/7... he has also created a post on me emo-ing... but actually he doesnt noe anyting... LOL... n jus to clear it up- I M NT EMO-ING... my face is expressionless, so dat doesnt mean i m emo-ing k...

oh yea!! the recent highlight>>> DIAGNOSTIK.... yup the exams r back!! revision n books n memorizing n understanding n calculating n headaches... there is like a whole huge load of f4 revision... n i m crakking my head in finding time to do sumting... god bless everyone...

oh yea...i think i m addicted to my fon... i m launching a "save my credit" project... yea which only enables me to msg my active 5 numbers... no others... then again-it doesnt seem to be wroking as i hv been msging a 019 num quite often lately...there goes my credit...

so i launched a new project "save the time" ....yea i shall only msg when i m nt doin anyting... i jus launched it, so i m wroking on it nw la... lets see hw it goes... hahaha... (honestly speaking, dat will sooo nt work on me) .... =) =) =) =)

remind me wat am i doing online updating my blog when i suppose to be reading my chemistry? SHIT!! i got to go read my chemistry!! cyaz...

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