life has been a roller coaster ride for the time-being...
everytin is falling apart n everytin is so confusing... with emotions running wild... n on top of everyitn with the exam stress n the heavy revision load... late nights... excessive coffee intakes... very bad headaches...
i wonder how do we all go thru this? (answer me jo!)
in conclusion...>>life was stressful... very stressful...
n when u wanted dat shoulder to cry on, u couldnt find it... cz it was temporary... nv stable... nv urs... nv owned... nv true... nv will be... n u just tried to ignore the fact n carry on... acting as if nth has happened...
so far, it has been good... jus acting as if i dunno... but i noe... but its ok... cz i dun mind... well, i was temporary frm the start, so wat cn i expect rite?
one day-i m nt important, the next day-i m someone to talk to, the following day-i might jus be stranger ...getting used to the situation nw... i m jus going with the flow since i m nt ready to do anyting bout it jus yet...
so today...woke up by a phone call...
k: cm lets go play badminton later... y: wat? where? *in the most sleepy way* k: go near my hs there, u go ask ur mum n msg me k... faster... y: yea ok... *tries to sleep bck*
unfortunately, i couldnt sleep bck... so woke up n showered n asked mum n went for badminton...
LOL... it was fun... badminton with 2 clowns... n very gud badminton players aso... had fun... went bck... darn tired... hving a very bad headache... n yea, plus the body aching... i wonder wat i m doing here blogging huh?
i wan to talk... but... sometimes u hv jus lost it... lost it... u dun even wan to initiate it... so u wait n c... see the true colours... u hv seen it... but u dun believe it... so u wan to see it show again... n if it does... u still wont noe wat to do...
so many questions... no answers... invalid reasons... irrelevant emotions... unidentified position... unknown decisions... unintelligent desires... all to sum up to trouble... yea i m looking for it... i cn sense it... but i still dunno wat to do...
i wonder y? i wonder y?....
~hotness
<3 12:04 AM;
You're the one
Hotness
i m loud...mad...crazy...n very confused...
hide a lot of things...
my blogs r very indirect...
my advice-read between the lines! haha... =)
