Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

wat cn i say?

the year we met was one to remember, the wonderful 06' where i matured a lot n learned lots of valuble lessons... as u noe, most lessons were learned frm u...=)

the first to make an impact, a special impact, which i would nt forget, n stole a special place in my heart, then shortly after dat, it was slashed, harmfully, painfully, n deeply... so deep, dat healing was impossible...the 30th june 06, a date to remember...

then situations changed, i bcame rebelious, had a mafia group liddat, went against all authorities... well, due to unluckyness, n also thnks to u, i had my share of displinary interrogations... as i said, i learnt a lot thx to u... the 30 september 06

then i made a pledge nt to talk or say anything to u... 3rd november 0>>i broke my promise n was being a normal fren as i always was to u... this continued n developed... n the holidays were filled of sweet sweet memories which i cant remember nw...hahhah

then the start of the new year, things were...erm...i cant remember actually... but i guess it was ok... then bla bla bla...i cant remember, i think we were very close, till i would consider u as my best friend...

then issues occured, i broke, u felt cheated... we split, nv to talk again... till nw... n its a wonderful story... n although u wished miracles could happen to fix things back, well luck is jus nt on my side...

well, chronologically, its sum emo story...hahaha...

this was a request, which i wrongly analysed n classified...
my next post would be of the same topic, with me in a much better mood of course...
sry b***

~hotness

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when sumone hu u used to noe so well, so close, n used to be ur best freind... n nw all u cn say to that person is hi, in ttn... n u wish so much to get wat u had b4... but situations jus does nt seem to allow these miracles to happen...

n u wonder is it love, miss, or jealousy? n then things go right suddently... n u seem to be building dat broken relationship back, but suddently u get a remark such as,

"there is a lot u hv missed out, u dont wanna know la, i m in a really bad mood, tell u when i m cooled down"

n then it occurs to u dat this is sum sort of piercing into ur chest, cz this is was a former best fren would say... former...

~hotness

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

got a forwarded email frm timmy...one part of it was...

SCORPIO - The Addict

EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour.Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

aaww...is dat me? horoscopes...haih... done believing those crap dy... but i still read la for fun... ;)

today had lunch at hartz chicken buffet,ts to celebrate nellie's bday... happy sweet sixteen gal!! hahaha... we had fun...especially with d whipped cream...hahah i guarantee i m gonna be hit to the max on my bday frm everyone! hahaha... i shall jus pretend i forgot my bday k...long long time more... dat time, we think SPM... O.O

talk bout the party more when i got d pics... for nw, i m lonely... n life sux

~hotness

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

k got tagged...malas-ness... nvm, it seems fun... i hv nth to blog anyways...hehhe

Name 20 people off the top of your head.

1. ken
2. joa
3. dupi
4. thus
5. swee
6. kenny
7. timmy
8. sheng
9. shaw nee
10. nellie
11. nicole
12. iris
13. ebe
14. alex
15. edward
16. kay lynn
17. wei yu
18. ernest
19. allieff
20. yee jie (kay lynn gv me this...cz i couldnt think dy)

How did you meet 14?
alex ah... dunno...at skul la i guess...

What would you do if you have never met 1?
my best fren... wat would i do without him ah? i would hv gone mad i think...

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
omg yee jie n shawnee!!!!! hahaha!!! i think there would be a serious height issue to be solved...

Did you ever like 19?
hu wouldnt like allieff la? he's d best! luv ya allieff!!

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
kenny n wei yu?? wei yu taken dy la... n kenny ar, dat one no need to couple one la...

Describe 3.
dupi...oh didi...she curses A LOT... nv met anyone like her... been with me since f2... luv her lots... she's cool la... cn talk n curse with her... also my ttn mate... we basicly hv fun la... ahahaha

Do you think 8 is attractive?
sheng...fish... yup...dats y shark dated her... ;) ;) ;)

Tell me something about 7.
timmy darling!!! he is my simpanan... n we hv been together for 5 months dy, n still goin strong k... rite baby? LOLX... XD =) =) =)

Do you know any of 12's family?
iris...yup... i went to her hs in f1 aso...we were close since then ma...

What's 18's favourite?
wat does ernie like ah? ...erm i try to figure out n see...??

Who is 9 going out with?
shawnee hu r u goin out with? (sum indian guy frm d chess competiton ah?? XD)

How old is 16 now?
kay lynn is 17 la...no... she is 16 n will turn 17 on the november 5th...

When was the last time you talked to 13?
erm...today at 8 in the morning, woke me up to ask me directions to taylors...

Who's 2's favourite band/singer?
jo ah...mika?

Would you date 4?
oh my goodness!! thus ah!! hahaha...my best buddy la...cnt date him

Would you date 7?
timmy...we r dating wat...hehehe...

Is 15 single?
yup still single n up for grabs...ehehe...he is nt bad u noe...

What's 10's last name?
nellie tan yee feng... which means its feng...

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 13?
erm...wat the hell? y so....erm...?? *skips question*

Which school does 3 go to?
sbu la...

Where does 6 live?
pandan jaya...behind the lrt there...

What's your favourite thing about 5?
swee!!! erm...d way she irritates everyone...hahaha...nice to kacau her...but nw she pandai kacau org dy...

kays...nw yoe hot tags... timmy, ken, kenny, kay lynn, nellie

~hotness

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